in the night you need it more than day
disconnection while you lie in state
simulations of humans simulating
human behavior simulators

lift you up in gasoline
dreams of quantified interiority
simulations of humans simulating
human behavior simulators

good taste in bad measure
downtempo cloaked in leather
simulations of humans simulating
human behavior simulators

moderation.

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Yesterday marked my return to therapy with the therapist I’ve seen since approximately 2013 ̶m̶y̶ ̶e̶n̶t̶i̶r̶e̶ ̶a̶d̶u̶l̶t̶ ̶l̶i̶f̶e̶. Since my brother’s ̶o̶v̶e̶r̶d̶o̶s̶e̶ suicide attempt. My therapist and I chatted for an hour, like the bad old days, with me sort of word-vomiting all the pent up confusions and unsettled inklings…

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When you feel social isolation so acutely

There is no place to turn

There is no place for you

So you turn to a Medium in hopes to mediate the impulse

The Medium responds when you query ‘suicidal ideation’

It tells you

You may call this number: 800–273–8255

You may…

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